five and a half hours to go. seriously i wish i could just calm down. prayed for peace of mind, worked for awhile then got all agitated again. sighs. over-imaginative mind.
msned with mich but now she's gone to sleep. i should hit the sack too but again, my mind's in a bit of an overdrive.
gonna be a half-mute for tomorrow which is depressing considering how much i love to talk. and pain, like hell, i have no tolerance for pain. was told that i'm gonna wake up with a mouthful of blood after the surgery, not too sure how i'd feel then but it ain't sounding pretty.
missing you.
Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself
-taylor swiftyes i'm utterly addicted to taylor swift. i have have have to listen to a couple of her songs every day or i'll probably be more restless than i normally am.
what we could have been, 3:15 am.